One Month

It has been one month, likely one of the hardest months I have had to face in a long time.

While wounds are healing, others have been opened that will never heal.

You would be so sad to see your family like this.

You would be so hurt by the things being said and the things being done.

If you were here they would not be like this. If you were here they wouldn't be able to mask the blame.

If you were here they would not blame me for simply existing. If you were here you would make it all stop.

My family will never look the same again. One death has changed it forever.